So I’m finally done with exams. One word: Blessed!!! (I’m just feeling unbelievably overjoyed!) I was congratulated by loads of people throughout the day, “You finished school!” Yes, I totally did. “You’re done with exams!” Yup, I totally am.
Gosh, it’s definitely a change of scene I tell you that. I kept thinking how strangely weird it felt not to think about exams anymore. I was so DONE with everything that had to do with books, past papers, notes, staying up late, overdosing on caffeine and well…you get the picture.
I was so distracted by this idea that I totally FORGOT that I finished school. 15 years of education – gone, just like that. It feels like I’m closing a big and important chapter of my life. It feels really scary because it reminds me of how quickly I’m growing up. If there’s one thing that I’ve learnt about growing up, it’s how you lose a part of yourself in the process but that it’s only a part of a greater “spiritual” journey that everyone goes through as human beings. I get it – I just don’t feel 100% ready to move on with my life (i.e. transition to university and start afresh).
Whatever – it’s natural. And in time, I’ll get over it. I always do.
But hey, EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! And today is not about worrying about what the future holds – but embracing what the present gives us.
I officially am about to embark of 3 incredible months of freedom! It’s going to be amazing; I feel it in my veins. And you know what? I have tonnes of things planned for myself. I’m not just going to be lazy and stay at home. Nu-uh! I have plans to boost both my personal and professional self. These next few months are going to be self-changing, self-transforming, self…exploring! I do admit that most of my plans include doing things with my besties, but nonetheless I know that I will gain lots of skills/abilities individually.
Plus, I have some things planned for myself – you know, just things I’m going to do BY myself FOR myself. It will help me recharge and hopefully prepare for…whatever it is the future holds.
I do have to congratulate myself for all that I have done and gone through the past 3 weeks. I have never been so stressed over exams before. I didn’t even see or spend much time with friends these past few weeks, and I get it, everyone was going through exam stress aka hell. Well, I’m happy for others as I am for myself. We all deserve a nice long break to follow our hard work.
YES! I can finally breathe now. It’s amazing, like I said earlier, ‘blessed’.
But sadly, the work isn’t over for me. I still have to prepare for graduation (not to mention the graduation speech which I was “overwhelmingly nominated for” – hey these are Ms Lawrence’s words, not mine)
Starting June I should have a firm idea of what I’m going to be doing for the summer and beyond!
Besides that, I’m pretty much a free-spirit now. Nothing bothers me, nothing concerns me, nothing makes me lose my patience or inner-cool (LOL), nothing pressures me to act a certain way, nothing holds me back from pursuing what I love, nothing terrorizes me, nothing disappoints me, nothing pains me, nothing prevents me from freedom and nothing frustrates me.
I was so distracted by this idea that I totally FORGOT that I finished school. 15 years of education – gone, just like that. It feels like I’m closing a big and important chapter of my life. It feels really scary because it reminds me of how quickly I’m growing up. If there’s one thing that I’ve learnt about growing up, it’s how you lose a part of yourself in the process but that it’s only a part of a greater “spiritual” journey that everyone goes through as human beings. I get it – I just don’t feel 100% ready to move on with my life (i.e. transition to university and start afresh).
Whatever – it’s natural. And in time, I’ll get over it. I always do.
But hey, EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! And today is not about worrying about what the future holds – but embracing what the present gives us.
I officially am about to embark of 3 incredible months of freedom! It’s going to be amazing; I feel it in my veins. And you know what? I have tonnes of things planned for myself. I’m not just going to be lazy and stay at home. Nu-uh! I have plans to boost both my personal and professional self. These next few months are going to be self-changing, self-transforming, self…exploring! I do admit that most of my plans include doing things with my besties, but nonetheless I know that I will gain lots of skills/abilities individually.
Plus, I have some things planned for myself – you know, just things I’m going to do BY myself FOR myself. It will help me recharge and hopefully prepare for…whatever it is the future holds.
I do have to congratulate myself for all that I have done and gone through the past 3 weeks. I have never been so stressed over exams before. I didn’t even see or spend much time with friends these past few weeks, and I get it, everyone was going through exam stress aka hell. Well, I’m happy for others as I am for myself. We all deserve a nice long break to follow our hard work.
YES! I can finally breathe now. It’s amazing, like I said earlier, ‘blessed’.
But sadly, the work isn’t over for me. I still have to prepare for graduation (not to mention the graduation speech which I was “overwhelmingly nominated for” – hey these are Ms Lawrence’s words, not mine)
Starting June I should have a firm idea of what I’m going to be doing for the summer and beyond!
Besides that, I’m pretty much a free-spirit now. Nothing bothers me, nothing concerns me, nothing makes me lose my patience or inner-cool (LOL), nothing pressures me to act a certain way, nothing holds me back from pursuing what I love, nothing terrorizes me, nothing disappoints me, nothing pains me, nothing prevents me from freedom and nothing frustrates me.